
One prominent characteristic of my dad was how he loved his popcorn. Salty and buttery. Through out my childhood every night in preparation of the televised ball game he would take out the old dented aluminum pot and heat the oil for corn kernels, he’d stand aside the stove shaking the pot so not to burn. He’d then crack open a can of beer and along with a full bowl of popcorn he’d sit to watch the ballgame. This was his nightly ritual. The smell of popcorn would linger in the air of our house days on end.
When he passed away I maintained his mobile home in Florida and as promised didn’t put it up for sale. On our first visit back after his death we opened the place up and cleaned all day. Just about 9 o’clock we settled in for the night to relax and watch a little TV when suddenly a redolent of popcorn filled the room.
Stunned, I questioned myself, “Is the smell real, or imagined, or just an illusion created from emotional separation?”
Feeling a sense of mild astonishment, I got up from his recliner chair and went to the kitchen sniffing intensely absorbing with every breath the smell of popcorn. I scuffled into the back bedroom and back again; stopping in the kitchen, when the light under the cabinet flickered then went out. I took the outer shield off touching the bulb to see if it was loose and the light came back on and stayed on.
Coincidence, beyond the norm you may say? Possibly, but I believe not.
With spiritual belief deep within my soul, and a full heart my father’s spirit was there that night. The smell of popcorn and the flickering light was the message. A message that let me know his spirit was there with me and how happy he was I had made the decision to keep his trailer to come back and visit.
My dad has been gone 5 years now. On sporadic occasion the smell of popcorn hover above bestowing upon me a healing sense of equanimity, leaving me with a wide blessed smile.
When a loved one has passed on and you mourn in emptiness, all the darkness can cast a light to a divine presence of spirit.



In Flight: from the Blackbird Series







